Life Nowdays

AssaLamuaLaikum ,

Life ? FuLL of work stuff and i do pLay some onLine games right now , the most pLayed is Talisman Of Courage , where i can express my feeLinGs by kiLLing those monsters there . And , yeahh , im on my max LeveL . So , anyone ... DueL ? =D

But , certainLy , feLt so down , and i was Like , 'why do i need some symphathy from the others whiLe i can goes on ALONE?' being seLfish muchh eh ? Haha . Nada Laa , s0metimes saja caTu . And , i do want s0me sympathy , s0metimes =D

Andd , wtf , bru ani ku ingat yg aku ne tdpt bLog . Ani pun via MobiLe , sangaL ne menaip ahh . Pcya kmu ? Bnr bnr bnr bnr ne sbnr bnrnya , haha . Zack =p kau chaLaa wang , mihir muchh . That's for yoUu .

Ehh , dmna kn dpt bLogskiN ? SangaL jua ku mLiat gmbr ichigo and hoLLownya ne . Anyone , pLease post the Link =s thankss .

Bye for n0w , AssaLamuaLaikum .


ShadE | 21st =.=!

just you and me

1st ,
heartache muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . yeaa . hopefully aku matii shaa tarus . since im nothing . mudahan shaa ku mati ehh . ke utakkk dahh ku nee . drumahh kna mrahh mrahh . My Sgf ?? auu , back to old taa apaa . mun ku social balikk krg , astaa . jan ku dbwa bwa . bhari bmlm krg urg drumah menunggu aku kan balikk rumahh .

Life nowdays . FuLL of Shit !! FuLL of sadness . FuLL of crap . all the damn thing were here . kusut bnarr ku dahh ne . ok . fine . gonna attend the next party , i'LL come dude . baik baik pun , kna balas apaa ? bek buat jahat , tantu balasn nya siukk . au jaa Cheryl ? fetch me up dude . and the ticket ? bookingkn shaa . and , your white t-shirt ? ada masihh ehh . ada ku bwa tuu ri khamis . Salam .

me and car , home

the control car .

mcm apa , haha
doesn't it looks great ?

this is me :D

Mirii

yesterday's yesterday

yesterday's yesterday ,
off to miri . nothing much to buy , but the best thing is , starbuck !! and Mc Fluffy .

yesterday ,
was just pLain . nothing much than Lepak bwahh umah after work with durg c Didi and dgni daddy ngusai keta . then , my lovely wife msg with an heartace words . i never contact my ex !! even ada plan kn ngantar hp , but stiLL , i didn't contacted her !! y accusing me with that ? i'm stick to youu :'( and about my credit , yeahh slalu low and avez credit . but ... btahh sudahh na be top up my credit anee . harapkan kna transfer sajaa . atu pun kes memajaL ckitt . even my last credit was for her . nada urg len g kn dmsg sLain My wifeyy , my beloved mom , daddy , sis , and lastly bro .

Ikahh > i love youu . always . not gonna fade away . i love you cho muchh !!! hugs ! mwahh .

yesterday .

nothing much happened . ke miri yooo . haha . update later .

jobless

here's my latest pics . nanti update . got problem in my life ;/

WTF

sorry late update . guess what ?

whaaaaatt ~

my 1st monthsary with my wifeyy . love it muchh . and kmi jumpa .. wth ? i love it , even she's a bit moody . we meet up , even skajap ;p i think . maybe juaa btahh . yeah whatever , yang penting , hyper waa ku tuu bnarnya , tpi mls ku showw ;p sorry byy . and we did our beloved project , oh gosh , how muchh i mishh those . and i mishh youu a lot , even dpan mata . wth ?? lastly , she give me a bite !! more special bite than before . wondering why ? she bite me smpai bleed , wohh . its ok , since i understand how muchh she misses those thing . and , yes , ku trima . even sakit , but , atuu laa sbgai tanda peringatan yang ea slalu ada untuk ku . i love youu byy . happy 1st monthsary .

ok , yesterday , nothing muchhh happened , just playing basketball with durg didi , mia , aLus a.k.a. Buntak , and yes , ofcourse kamu kalah , haha , pasal aku na pandai main ;p then , bro dtg , whaddup bro ? saspen , melawattt . haha . that's it for today .

nahh some pics . haha ;D

jobless ( poco poco tutorial )

nahh to wana yang na mau mau minta upload . tutorial for poco poco dance .

the turtle climbing the trees

Assalamualaikum . Fuhh . for yesterday .

Bgun at 4pm . Lalah buss . truz mandy . then , lum mkn lum minum , truz kwn bwa men badminton , bohh , mcm taa ku pandai main ? WTF !? but , aku jenisnya fast learner , just follow up . men d dewan ukur . jalan kaki lagi bepanas panas , aduhh , aku ane g vamp , na dapat kna panas *cair :/ ikut shaa nya c Didi , "bahh bahh awuu " . . jalan punya jalan , 'atu panas !! btahh lagii kn sampai . at last sampai juaa . yang bnar nyaa alum plg ge baik damam ne , but ku bwa bwai . so what ? did you care ? aku yang merasa , ahahh . then , c Didi ajarr ku main . ok Laa . ampas sajaa . but , at the same time , tym aku main atuu , mcm ada stalker !! ku tolehh tolehh . hmm . mna kn tuu ? truz shaa main laa . malas peduli . then , ada urg bwa kmi match , wohh , bru kn pandai ckitt , truz kna bwa friendly match ? antam . layan sajaa . but , hahaha . the funniest part , kami manang 3 set . ahahh . bru kmu tauu . luan majal mbwa belawan , tau udahh ku na pandai main . haha . then , bru ku nampak stalker atuu !! WTF !? kauu gambar akuu napa ? she's philipino . bnarr taa , panas ati ku , ku aga , then ku tnya . why did you take my pics ? "err , just for fun ? and i wanna be friend with you . heyy , but ,do ask for my permission 1st , yes , i can be friend with you . "sorry , i like to see you , you're a photogenic type . "is it ? ok ! catch you up later , gtg" still , ku mrahh patnya , ku delete waa smuaa gmbar ku yang curi curi di ambil nyaa . baei plipin ane . kegatalan hantap . then , i time to go home .

i reached home about 7 o 8 . vlekk umahh , i msged my lovely wife Atikah . i know you stiLL mad at me :/ kmi bmsg untiL she let me know that , ea sgjakn ngabisskn kreditnyaa .

and , heyy , i hate that kind of guy yang na pandai phm kn prasaan urg ane , ea pkirkn , " aku sayang ea , pbek bboy friend , aku kn tunggu kauu , aku inda ingau boy friend mu , aku sanggup buat apa saja demi kauu " i know how that feels lyk . kauu andang ! sweet talker ! you only show you're caring when youu still didn't get her , after you got her , and you got what you want from her , you just let her be . you're destroying her ! you STUPID BLOODY ASSHOLE !!

the bad thing

today , yoshh , i started my day with a fuLL smiLe , but dmam . Ofcourse mesti dtg kerja even dmam , cause , i stiLL have a Lots of work waiting for me . I sLept on my chair a whoLe day . Tauu tauu dh kna bguni tyM baLikk . But , sadLy , my workmates kta , mesti attend the aerobics stuff and waLkaton after work at the rtb sg akar entrance . WTF ! so , i attend sajaa , nyamankn ati workmates . Dmam waa ku ne .
Aku rindu c Tikahh waa .

Yesterday's yesterday ,
Everything was just , dmam aLL the way .

Yesterday ,
Dmam jugaa . My babyy missed call me , and , i was Like , 'shouLd i teLL her yg im dmam vLekk ?' , tkut ku kna ucap penipu . Tpi bnr woaa ku dmam . But , aku ttidur vLekk . Then , tym ku tbgn , ku repLy mc nya . Tpi , ttidur ku g . Kn mLm atu , ku mc yaa , then , arghh , ttdur Lagii , sakitt rsanya kn bgn . Then , then , for the Last , aku bgn , then ku msg babyy ku , then , WTF ! subuh bru ku bgn and mrpLy msgnya atu . Aduhh . Im so sorry . I wish i couLd spend my day for youu my babyy Atikahh .

Go away 'DAMAM' !! YOU FUCKED MY LIFE !! Damn !!

I know my wife mad at me :'( i wish you wouLd be here , checking my temperature for every hour , feed me . But , im not demanding . Just dnt get mad at me . Im not Lying . Hope i can just jump up to the sky and Land softLy in your bed .

WTF !?

today was just , so flat . Nothing to do , i just sLeeP aLL day at the office . I missed her . Yes , you Atikahh . Tpi , apa jua Lagii yg dpt ku buat ? Ku cntct ea sajaa . Even i know , how much i hate it when my msg na brepLy . And , i just keeps on waiting for you to repLy my msg . What can i do Lagi spya you rpLy my messages ? I was Lyk , waiting sjaa . If ea na rpLy Langsung , sbar sajaa . My Lyf nowdays mcm na pnting Lagii . But , i try to convince my seLf yg , my Lyf is for her .

Yesterday , bgn tdur , aku truNn kbwh kajap , then , tjmpa ku durg c Didi and c Mia dbwh . Durg pnggL , ku gto dmam . Tpi durg ucp ku ambung . Na pndai phm prasaan urg . Then , chiLL kajap Laa , pdhaL menahan bisaa kpLa . Tpi na apa Laa , just nyamankn ati Laa . Na btaHh tu , kmi ceTa ceTa , tpi yg mahaL nya , kauu bceTa ma c Didi jua Mia , apa haL kauu Lyt aku ? Weird . For info , Didi ne LeLaki , whiLe Mia bne2 . Atu kn dri td durg bceTa , udh ku dtg , she ignored Didi , WTF girL ? Aku bkn kn prasan , tpi kaUu waa , npa deHh kauu dakat dakat ma aku ? Then , suddenLy ada kwn c Mia turun , Ziana her name (Lurus kaa ? Na ngat) . Lagii tia mkin na brakaL , sgaja ku aga c Didi , and ku bwa ceTa c Didi , just to ignore my friend ane . Then , Ziana bwa aku ceTa , ku Lyn2 caTu sja Laa , c Mia mcm mrh , apaaan kmu ne ? Suka aku kaa ? Ahahh , antam taa kmu , hajat ku kenaL kamu kn bkwn . LastLy , Luan majaL durg keeps on annoyed me atu , ku gto durg , kn naik ku , sadLy , durg cruhh tnggu jap , ktanya kn btnya , buT , bataHh waa kn btnya atuu , untiL durg tnya 'kauu ne singLe kh ?' ku tnya vLekk , napakn ? 'saja tnya' i answer directLy 'no , im not singLe . Ada gf udahh , TikaHh namanya' then , bida mukaa durg duaa , i ignore durg Lagi . Dh ku Lapas dri durg ane , Bini ku msg , wohh , wohh , happy nye akuu . Tpi , udh bca , worry taa ku . *the content of the msg is our privacy* so , do not ask . And and , tym syok syok bmsg , abg ku dtg , ya Allah , anak buahh neyHh . Gauk hantap ! Mummy mnta dgni msakk , ku dgni Laa . Na tauu yg bini ku ada rpLy dh . Aduyy , mrh tiaa x aku na mrpLy . Coryy byy potong spring .

Kayy , stop here , Later g update .

Atikah Nabilah's property <3

WTF

Today akuu bgn aher . and im late for work . but yang parahh nyaa . kpala ku bisaa ! mudahh ku nyumpahh ne ! then , cek hp kuu . fuhh . eLang bisaa kpaLa ku skajap membaca . nyaman atii ku si potong spring care avezz pat kuu . bguninyaa g tuu . Alhamdulillah . thenn . at workk . tidur ku skajap . na dpt ku tahan cakeet palaku . kn kspital kuu .
ku msg mummy cruhh daddy antarkn aku kspital . sadLy , kta mummy , "krg taa , bpamu sibukk lakat ne ngidupkan enjin keta crown. " WTF ? sayang plg yaa kn keta dari anaknya .

Last night , aku stress . stress amat . ku bwa jlnjln nad main dbwahh . even aku damam . kau juaa mencari bala rasyid , rasyid . at least . aku idup msihh laa . na ku mauu mati awal . mun ku mati , cpa kn menjaga bakal bini kuu ? i must live for youu future wife dang potong spring ! kmaren aku main cutter , sekali atu telapas , bek juaa kna pat kuku kaki . mun memacak apa jaa ? "salah mu juaa talur, ada urg nyuruh kauu main cutter kn ?"

all of sudden , im crying . i think i mish her so much , it's getting out of control . :'( did you know that ? di office waa ku ne , bidaa sulnyaa . na apaa . yang penting aku rinduu ea . i mish you ATIKAH NABILAH !

to the kkp ppb-ians ,. i mishh youu all .

Damam

sandii , damam kuu . I was Like -_- all the timee . And , Last night ? Aku sjukk ! DoubLe jacket punn stiLL sjukk . Damam bnrr ku . I just couLdn't sLeeP , that's why i didn't msg c dang potong spring at aLL b4 tdur . Cause ttdur AHER bnr . GosHh . Kna mrhi time bgn pagi td . Kna ampas ampas , lastly bru taa durg trasa bdan ku panas . And , smbung tidurr . Na btahh tuu tbgn ku g . And , suddenly my heart , rsa uncomfortable . Then , tears started to drop . And i was downn . Well , my feelings bcmpur2 . Worry , happy , sad , crying , and entahh . So , i did eat my medicine , tpi mcm nada effect , i ate 4 bru ada effect . And then , ku msg c dang potong spring , and , entahh , happy ku ngajuT , mcm urg giLa paLahh . Ahahh . Aku rindu rmbut ku bru kuar ppb . Huhu .

Damam

sandii , damam kuu . I was Like -_- all the timee . And , Last night ? Aku sjukk ! DoubLe jacket punn stiLL sjukk . Damam bnrr ku . I just couLdn't sLeeP , that's why i didn't msg c dang potong spring at aLL b4 tdur . Cause ttdur AHER bnr . GosHh . Kna mrhi time bgn pagi td . Kna ampas ampas , lastly bru taa durg trasa bdan ku panas . And , smbung tidurr . Na btahh tuu tbgn ku g . And , suddenly my heart , rsa uncomfortable . Then , tears started to drop . And i was downn . Well , my feelings bcmpur2 . Worry , happy , sad , crying , and entahh . So , i did eat my medicine , tpi mcm nada effect , i ate 4 bru ada effect . And then , ku msg c dang potong spring , and , entahh , happy ku ngajuT , mcm urg giLa paLahh . Ahahh . Aku rindu rmbut ku bru kuar ppb . Huhu .

expresso

today was so full of probLem . I did my best to solve it all . And , yes , aku aher bgn , around 3 pm . Ada plg sii dang potong spring bguni aku , ku reply mcolnya . Then ttdur ku balikk . Guess y ?
Aher waa ku tidur tadii atu . Reach umahh dLm kuL 3 . Tidur kuL 4 Lbih . PasaL mLipaT and rearrange my bed .
Udh tbgn , duhh , mcm apaaa , LaLah waa ku , Lapar . Mruah ruah dapur and esbukk . Nada yg mengiurkn . Dlm ati , nada yg kn dmkn sulnya , jan tahh ehh . Ingau ati ku kn c potong spring . McoL ea . Then na ya mrpLy . Upanya n9 ya . Happy dpt cntct ma ea . Tpi parut ku waa na happy saL Lapar , daddy ku td , ktanya kkadai 'sekajap' mbli kn dmkn . Dahh ane phm taa ku 'sekajap'nya cemana . 1jam lbih upanya 'sekajap'nya atu . Dahh nya balikk , duii lilahh , nada waa . Sabarr shaa ku . Aku pun malas kn bising2 . Parut ku ganya bising dritdi . Endingnya , pai ane taa ku na mkn sal , sanak plg parut ku . Biar biar . And , about dmlm , aku buat mistake . Hope aku na buat catu g . Salahh tu salahh . Phm kauu buntakk ?

To ppb-ianz kkp . Aku rindu kamuu smuaa .

jobless (fast snap) hahaha .

yesterday and today .

Bismillahirahmanirahim ~ YESTERDAYY . yes , aku bangun aher for krja . 1st tym taa tuu . then , mcm byasa , smpai office on pc , then jalanjalan cause nada urg awal pagi tuu . then i saw a cute fluffy cat . cute avezzz . hajat kan bwa balikk kerumah msa kn vlekk . but , sadly , na ku tjumpa g kucing tuu . darnn . tauu ya kalii aku kn bwa balikk atu . after that , lyk always , breakfast with the other editor . indo mee dua kutakk for breakfast (atuu laparr) ahahh . then , get back to workk . workk workk workk . i mishh si dang potong spring kuu , which is my wife yang cute . rinduuu . about 3 pm , kami editor lepakk dberandaa . pacahh ketawa , bro wan , you're funny ! then , kul 4.30 , end of working timeee !! yeahh !! i change my clothes , pasal plan kan jogging di tasikk . suddenly , the other editor asked me to join then jogging dekat ngan our workplace . na tauu yang durg ne pun plan kan jogging . i joined !!


after jogging . time to contact my lovely wife . but , kreditnya lowww . alaa . down ku tarus . then , aku ada idea . i asked her to wait for me while im searching Ebuddy (for my new phone) ehh , lupa gtauu , aku bali phone baru , 6120 , rugged , lyk it ! back to my wife . beusaha ku mencari for 2 hours . lastly mendatangkan hasil . but , credit ku low bkz searching . na apa laa . asall dpt on9 with her . but , ea btahh n9 :( kn menangis kuu , pkir ea tidurr dahh . then EA ADA ON9 ! nyaman atiku taruss . upanyaa ea bli credit lagii . then , automatically , ku maafkn ea sal na gtauu yang ea bli kredit dulu and buat akuu tnggu tnggu , apa jua ganya 2 hours , i can bear that . kami n9 pai kesubuhh . tepat kul 1.24am ya of9 , ngajutt g tuu . but na apa , at least ea kta sorry ,wlaupun nada explaination . but aku buat salah pasal gtauu ea yang aku na sukaa ea na mau share problem ma akuu , and ea prefer share ma kwn nyaa . forgive me :'( i cried before tidurr . sw3eT dr3amZ , i love youu Bini ku ATIKAH NABILAH BINTI IDRUS




TODAY well , ari ane , aku awal bgun , early riser x arr :p (tiaa krgg ) ku bguni eaa . but , na bangunbangun :/

reached at workplace at 6.50 , atuu yaa mcm beawan masihh (embun) ahahh . then , mcm byasa on pc then jalanjalan . cari the fluffy cat and says dalam atii "mun ku jumpa , ku bwa balikk ko kalii anee" but , na jumpa juaa . aishh . then , workk ckitt . dahh tuu kna bwa minum ulehh workmates . mkn indo mee jugaa todayy . but skutakk . na lapar sangat . kekeke . then , buang boring di corridor . nada dangan . boring . then , i went to my office . mem'BLAST' lagu techno . akuu apa lagii . na tahan ndangar beatt . Shuffle and Hardstyle Jump . i jump sampai ampuss . woohoo !!! siukk . lau ramai lagii siukk ne . then , here i am now . blogging :D now still ndgr techno shuffle sambil typing .



Later after workk . jogging ! yeeehaaawww . fit x arr .:D

I hate you but i love youu

It's started when i knew that she's with danii and i saw her pics with my 'friend' (i guess so) , and suddenly , i meet her at 'usual place' . And , at the same time , i was a bit moody and sad . I try to cheer up with her . But , entahh .. Mcm ea pun nmpk aku sad atuu . Ku try cover withh talking . And , yes , i did it . Then , she told me what she did at the barbeque . I act like i never knew about the pics . Then , suddenly she hugs me tightly . All my hatred gone ! Then , the other day comes . On the 25th , i goback with her . Accepting her again with a tear of happiness :') now , i love youu again . I know i can't forget what have youu done , but , i won't talk about it over again . But , i gotta feeling that youu're in love with someone else again . I hope ndaa laa . Cause , you promise me . That's all for now laa . Assalamualaikum . Bye . Atikah Nabilah binti Idrus property's <3

changes

too many changes after she left me . I still didn't know why would she left me just 'Lyk that' . darnn . im downn . Looks Like she doesn't care about me any moree . :'( good for youu , cause youu can just forget about me . but , what about me ? my tears dropping without any reason . wtf ? later update .